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| *coughcoughcough. duuuude..throats hurting really badd...darn..i don't wanna get sick. i have a game on wednesday against park. gahhhh i just wanna beat that school reall badd. thats probably all i was worrying about today. hmmmm..fuckin' tony kept yelling at me at practice and i was like wtf. just leave me alone bitch. man i swear..tony's a real asshole.. he can't teach for shit. im sorry but ..its true..T.T..he's lucky i go to practice. that craphead. he should be more like susan -_- anyways...yesterday was aiite watched saw two and nearly peed in my pants. that movie is soo freaking scary and bloody. but it was a good movie though. the ending was crazyy. after that we watched this movie called havoc starring anne hathaway from the princess diaries.. duuude ..her role in that movie is wayyy different from the role she played in the princess diaries. way different. she cusses like shit in that movie, takes cocaine and all these other drugs, and she has sex and gets naked with these gang bangers. i was like O.O that is not the girl from the princess diaries..it can't be ..but it was..so..oh well.. | | |
| ahaha. well today was an ultimately boring day..if that does makes sense. T.T hmmm..well anyways. nothing special happened today. i woke up with my freaking throat hurting and i did chores the whole effin day. fun huh harharharhar*coughchoughcough* anyways..yesterday was fun i went to chuckie cheeses for my little cousin, angels, birthday party :D he was turning 5 so happy birthday to him *wootwoot. well, it was hella fun. i hung out with my other cousin ashley and mickey and met this dude(ashleys friend) aaron. LOL. . geeezz...mickey and aaron are sick skaters. lol. but they are soo friggin' cool though. loL. well ayways..we played that basketball game and that arctic thunder game. duuude i seriously suck at those games. haha i didnt really win that much tickets..boohoo. but it was all fun though hanging with my cousins and meeting new people. omfg.. i saw your fucking myspace and i finally realized you actually have fallen in love again...didnt you tell me you didnt believe in love anymore...i guess you were all full of lies..fuck you and your new "baby girl'. T.T | | |
| props to tiffany for fixing my subscriptions thingy :D thanks tiffany anyways...wow. today was weird. well...not exactly weird, but it was gay. hey, same thing right? well..hahah...boohoohoo..we lost to northrup. and i thought we had a chance..:[ Days have been bad. bleh well just fuck it. i think i failed my geo test the other day. crap. stupid math...bleh. and just when i thought my day could get any worse..shorty ..bleh..forget it. i don't even wanna talk about it. all i know is that i don't wanna talk to him anymore..or hang out anymore(( bleh ..we never even did hang out, so what the fuck ami talking about..)) or hug anymore, or be near him anymore. i dont want anything to do with him anymore because he's a real asshole now. and i hate him.
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| duuuude...why is xanga so complicated???well..ehh..i guess that's how it is when you first get one. Anyways..today was like any other day....boring like usual. parents are out. lil sis bugging me continuously. HAH..im soo glad i finished my damn homework. i put that aside & now i have nothing else to worry about except well...except life. speaking of life, life has'nt been going well for me -.- love life..shattered...lifelong friendships...almost shattered.. -.- life is sooo freaking hard to deal with. why is that? why??? firstly, i finally thought it over and realized ..maybe i should just give up on him. i know he doesn't feel the same way..so..why am i still trying. honestly i thought he'd be my first, but it was just some sort of joke i guess. the hugs & the "i love you's" didnt mean anything to him while it did to me. i guess he just did it for the heck of it. oh well....valentines day is coming up...eh..just fuck it. valentines day is for losers..love is for losers. yupyupyup. i give up. and just when i think love is the last of my freaking problems, i've got friendships going down the drain too. im starting to think that im not a good friend... i just wanna say..im sorry. i know im such a stupidass who's too caught up in her drama and messed up by it. im sorry. --------------------->>>>life...when will it end for me........... :[[[[[[[[[[[[[ | | |
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